[take me to your heart]

oUch my tOes..

2004-06-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

ok i tt my toes will be fine. nv did i expect it to swell and turn blue black..ouCh. i can't even bend it. hope it will get better. noW homE so peaceful muhahaz. papa n gor went overseas 2gether so tat means no-one will ka jio and nag at mi for 2 days.hehez. hope they buy sumthing bac 4 mi.oops. but i haf a lil prob with feeding my luo han. duno y maybe it dun get use to mi n my mama feeding it. thAt luo han refuses to eat wat we gif him (or izzit her) lehz. aiyoX. now the house is so quiet.. so nt use to it. haiX. ouR class soccer lose to 4C. so disapopointing. but nvm . at least they put in their best effort rightx?? say "yes" pls. hahaz. actually i did learn a lot of things frm my friends ard esp in relationship wise.communication n trust is the most impt element in a relation. if u dun trust ur partner how cn this relationship goes on. n its very hard for a couple to understand each other well. [peace n love lots]

2004-06-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

went out to town n watch the best bet[tu ran fa cai] HAHA. its real funny. i luv this kinda show. coz it shows singapore unique culture of hokkien speakin n nt 4geting 4D. n tere was this ger in frnt of mi who shake n shake the chair so irritating. den all tose aunties behind kept luffing for nth funny. siaoz. later went to borders n bought 2 books. both self-help books. haha jus wana improve myself. but i dun tink gt time to read oso. LOL. so tats for 2day.[peace]

TV daY

2004-06-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

bEen pondering these few days about human characters.agn sum tings jus can't make mi stop thinkin. went to play badminton. but not shuang enuff.hahaz.but when walking hme. realised the power of kaixiang 'coldness' he realy lame. ask mi next tym move hse move to 9th floor.i was puzzled. huhz y? coz jiu lou(9th floor in chi) oso means restuarant in chi. kaOx. he say so next tym can go mi hse eat gd stuff. oh man. HAHA. i luff til gt tears lo. LOL. so reach hme watch hua hou yue yuan agn. so nice the movie. abt how powerful love can be. can gif up everything jus to be wit sum 1 u luV.. aWWx. 2day is tv day lo. so watch all the way til now. 11plus. jus nw shoe"simple life" kaoz. shock mi really. i din noe actually ppl living on the other side of the earth is living such an extravagent life. everything. chanel.prada.dior.gucci. n watever brands. while others suffer wit no proper meal. same all are human but why the kinda quality of life differ SO MUCH. is this fair for others? NO. those social lite jus club shop all day. n flash their master cards wit no limits jus lyk no body business. jus point to one dior bag n say i wan tat. witout even look at the detail of a US$1500!!!!! bag goSh.. really wat a ger?? no wonder they org dem to go suffer in a farm..serve dem riGHT HAHAx.ok shld end here.[peaCe n loVe loTs]

huMan iS so cOmpLicAted

2004-06-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

observing ppl can be fun n frightening sometimes. but most of the time it is rather diff 2 see thru one's true personality coz nowdays ppl r really gd at changing 'mask' n hiding. SO FAKE! i m nt trying 2 be pesitimistic dwn here but something jus bothered me lots n i couldn't get it outta ma mind. last few days were boring. doing work n clean ma rm. god. i haben been tiying up n 2day i realised hoe messy is ma rm. get it all cleaned n thrown. den normal routine online. life's so empty. i prefer school days. at least its more interesting as in u all in sch n watch ppl. watching bachelar now. tat show suX but the jealousy among tos bitches(no off) is so silly yet smart. [peace] stop here. hope tml will be better spent.

frIenDshIp teSt

2004-06-16T12:58:00.000+08:00

diN start the morning good. early morning papa start to nag n nag. sianz.. ask mi y so early go sch. he's insane manX. obviously go lesson lUhx. den war shopping. shopping centre oso haven open at tat time. when 2 sch in a super glum face. so think becoz of tat bel they dun dare to tok 2 mi.. haiz. frm dat i can see tats sumthing wrong with her le. later during bio break. while eating. i saw tears in her eyes. the news shock mi lo. even though i noe she scared but tat doesn't mean tats the best solution. is she gona land herself lyk last time. the same reason becoz she's scared. i tried to say more but den i knew if i start she will oso start to cry agn. i felt so guilty. i duno how to express. i knew it was partly my fault. if i did nt tell her tat stuff she wouldn't haf so much prob nw. haiz. but if i dun tell her. they wun noe tat lotsa ppl saw and if they cont. isn't it gona reach mr.b ears sum how. dilemma. mou dun. on the way hm .on bus. she's so quite. i knew a lot of stuff is going thru her mind. n she dun wan tell or rather dunno how to tell. sometime i m really helpless. i dunno how to express myself n so ppl tt i dun care. yesterday i dreamt abt ma pri sch fish tank broke. and the whole sch turn into a underwater sch. this fish tank is as big as a parade square inside the sch with sharks being rear inside. according 2 cleo the magazine. if u dreamt of ur old sch tats mean u r goin thru a test. a test of any kind. n ITS SO TRUE. i m facing a test of friendship. i believe ma dreams coz everything i dreamt really came ture 1 way or anotherz. onli half a day had past n so much ting happen.

yuMmy

2004-06-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

monday. really feel lyk dun wana wake up n go sch 2day.. so sian even hols haf to go sch. 2day at least the day starts better in surfin-in rm.. cooool. qing yun was reading the comic 'fruit basket' hahz. i watch tat cartoon b4. interesting though kevin. jaryl. n bing bing LOL. say i m the violent pig inside the story. den later in a maths lesson we start calling each other animal name..bel aka. ah bird. mi aka. ah pig. jaryl aka han zi(sweet potato0 but he is nt sweet at all. n dwn go the list n its all in hokkien. kinda lame. but we luff lyk mad. DOrtX. yuMm yUmm. we went kevin hse after tt n eat curry whhhaaoo so nice nice lo. kevin mum really great cook. she cook dao hu.fish and mua zi for us. nice nice. hehez. really you kou fu 2day. yyuuummmXX.

boDy arCh uhx.

2004-06-13T16:55:00.000+08:00

[yesterday]haiz.so long nv touch my badminton racket le. maybe 3 yrs plus bahz. finally gt to playz badminton with kx.cg.bel.estee.gene.jason n yb. den i saw li dan my pri team mate. she's still same. n this bring back my memory of ynps. so much fun den. even tt the training sumtimes lyk hell. after den went pasa malam with bel they all. follow by shopping with mama. hlaf way walking at bugis. piangz. my leg start to arch le...
[today]..sunday..slacking day. did nth so far other den watching tv n slping. my whole bdy ARCH lyk hell... so pain. oh man. even sit dwn oso lyk pregnant woman.must sit dwn slowly. muscle really very pain. n my knee start arching le. haiz. tats the result of nt exercising regular lo. cannot. frm now gona play badminton every sat le.^___^

2004-06-12T10:44:00.000+08:00

I Love cHoiR woHoOo.

2004-06-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

thIs is ma first ever blog posting. well i suddenly feel the need to scream out my thoughts to something and seems thatz blog is da best thing. went to LTC campfire today[yesterday ops. ass midnight le] i feel so weird dwn dere.so extra.so lost. when sj came to tok to mi. though awhile. but feel much better.time flies. and soon i m going to graduate frm dunman. so fast. haiz. but at tis point of time. i feel so lonely in this world. i suddenly realised i lyk no friends? [so near yet so far] i understand tat truely. i haven yet fully understand the meaning of living in this world. i lost all goals n aim. no interest in EVERYTHING. duno wat i becum now. i felt useless.comeon WAKE UP. Haven catch up with ma gd pals for a very long time. hope to really go out n shop sum day. [friends for life]. bel.sj.gene.lyn.grace. though we nv meet often but jus wana really let u all know u r nt forgotten. i m still here ready to hear frm u all. but haf u all change are u willin to hear frm mi too???
Many people ask mi why i cut short hair. well i jus wana change the way of living. isn't it boring. keeping long hair for almst 3 yrs?